10 months old

I can't believe how fast time flies. It seems literally like yesterday that I was pregnant with her and I was scared to death. I knew from the moment I found out I was pregnant, that she was a girl and that she was supposed to come here. I look back at the constant worry - is she still alive, is her body growing, does she still have a heartbeat? I went each day wondering if this would be the last day. It was so hard and yet at the same time so beautiful. I loved being pregnant. I loved knowing that there was a baby growing inside of me and how precious that truly is. I know that I enjoy things and don't take them for granted after losing Tay Tay but I know that I am stronger for it. Lil' sis has brought me that happiness I never thought I could experience again. My arms no longer ache and my tears aren't as constant. She is my angel on earth.